Category Archives: The Fine Art

being happy no matter what

Radical Resting

I took two whole days and did absolutely nothing. No housework, no errands, not even going to church. It’s not that I don’t enjoy such things. I was just tired. Tired of the rushing, the “gotta, gotta, gotta”, the loud … Continue reading

Posted in raw foods, reflections, spirituality, surrender, The Deep Work | Leave a comment

The Dark Cloud Night of Unknowing Soul?

Life for me currently has lost something of its meaning, its savor. The world seems a faded, washed out place. I’m having trouble finding the motivation to do anything at all aside from stare blankly at walls or perhaps sit … Continue reading

Posted in spirituality, surrender, The Deep Work | Leave a comment

Ponderings on My Beloved

Alone in my room I ponder “I am my Beloved’s” says the Lady “and my Beloved is mine.” I am my Beloved’s I am my Beloved’s I am my Beloved’s…. Except I belong to no man as yet and no … Continue reading

Posted in reflections, relationships, sensuality, surrender, The Goddess | Leave a comment

Hullo, World. It’s Me.

“You’re a depressed girl,” I hear muttered in the back of my mind as I go for my morning tea. Perhaps I am that, but what I really am right now is tired. I’ve been going and going and going … Continue reading

Posted in reflections, spirituality, surrender, The Deep Work | Leave a comment

The Sacred

What makes a thing, anything, sacred? What is holy? Is it just because a few “special” people tell us “This is holy; this is sacred”? Is it only rare, beautiful things that are sacred? What about the holy in the … Continue reading

Posted in mindset, Musings, reflections, spirituality | Leave a comment

Living Like I Matter, Day 1

Yesterday before bed, I pondered the question “what would it be like if I spent a year living like the things that matter most to me actually MATTERED?” and promptly decided that is how I would proceed from that moment … Continue reading

Posted in meditation, mindset, reflections, spirituality, The Deep Work, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Flower Fairy Hippie Feral Child – or- Life Simplified (1)

I’ve recently rediscovered a part of myself that’s been with me throughout my whole life’s journey, but for many reasons has remained sort of a silent partner. Before and early into my marriage, I was what I call a Flower … Continue reading

Posted in meditation, reflections, spirituality, The Deep Work | Leave a comment

“Mother may I?” Begging Permission For Self and Sensual Expression

I occasionally model nude for artists. There. It’s out in the open for all to see and digest. Do I feel any shame or discomfort about it? No. To me, it is a beautiful thing helping artists to create more … Continue reading

Posted in happiness, mindset, sensuality, sexuality | Leave a comment

I’m Thriving – OR – What I Really Want

Kinda funny being single again. I thought I was being silly when I found myself teary and bummed after Doug and I split a few weeks back. I had thoughts of “Maybe we can give this one more shot with … Continue reading

Posted in happiness, reflections, relationships | Leave a comment

Changes and Storm’s Brew

So many changes coming at me so fast I barely have a second to process it all. I think it’s starting to hurt less every time I take a hit, but no guarantees. Sometimes the changes are a bit like … Continue reading

Posted in spirituality, The Deep Work, The Goddess | Leave a comment